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fyi.... [14 Feb 2005|05:34pm] [ mood | crushed ] last entry ever. enjoy. 14 comments|post comment

[03 Feb 2005|07:02pm] go to my photobucket...i posted winter court pics http://photobucket.com/albums/v608/diandrahoskins/ 5 comments|post comment

seriously sick... [01 Feb 2005|09:19am] [ mood | groggy ] ok so i've never been this sick in my life. it's horrible. the doctor thought i had mono but i dont thank God! they actually don't know what i have. anyway....i'm kinda having fun? (trying to be optimistic) the only time i've left my bed in the last 2 1/2 days is to go to the doctor and random restlessness resulting in a walk to the the other side of my house. or sitting in the front living room with my amazing friends that come to visit me and make me feel all the better. i've watched about 25 movies and a fair share of re-runs. no homework and tons of sleep. i'm feeling a lot better. my fever of 103 has gone done. and no matter what i will be going back to my life tomorrow. so i haven't updated in a while. here's a quick review -aaron is back in australia (SAD) -winter court was so much fun -very disappointed by half my friends that were drunk at a party (not cool) -got a job at the christian book store one last thing. it's feburary. and usually this is one of my favorite months but...i dunno...we'll see all it holds this year. 4 comments|post comment

[24 Jan 2005|11:04pm] [ mood | happy ] being around someone so much just makes you start to think. i put on about 1000000 dresses tonight....and the last one was the prettiest dress i've ever seen. omg! i'm in love...my dad bought it for me too. i feel like the specialist girl in the world. a true princess.... oh ya...reason why i got to have this dress... i am sophomore representative for winter court. yay so completely surprised! 5 comments|post comment

new life. [23 Jan 2005|10:12pm] [ mood | refreshed ] i was baptized tonight. amazing. i love you dad. 5 comments|post comment

yesturday was my birthday! [16 Jan 2005|01:10am] [ mood | happy ] i had a lot of fun...... the day was very intresting and fun... i owe thanks to my dad who flew home from england to be home for my birthday. ryan young for always being there for me. beth for being my best friend. melissa for being awesome and always fun! natasha for being the bestest best sister a girl could ever ask for. you all made this day incredibly special for me. but most of all i love you mom...you're the best!.... i GOT A CELL PHONE!!! finally yay. today was awesome. love you all. sweet dreams! 8 comments|post comment

exams suck... [13 Jan 2005|05:20am] [ mood | sleepy ] ok it's 5:20 in the morning...i've never gotten up this early in my life other than maybe catching a plane. maybe. studying bio. 2 more tests!!! then everything's over and i can look forward to a 4 day weekend..and my birthday mixed in there. last night was amazing. God is so good. i feel like i have complete direction and focus and i won't let anything or anyone take it away from me. but i gotta pray! i gotta pray i would stay convicted and stand strong and these things i really believe God has layed in front of me. to be bold! i know what my purpose is in this world i know what i'm supposed to live for what i've been called to..and i can't just wait until i believe it is the right moment. i used to have so much faith, that i could do all things even now...and it has dwindled down to almost nothing....it's sad. pray for me. alright....enough semi-procrastinating..... 2 comments|post comment

New golden rule... [11 Jan 2005|05:04pm] [ mood | undesrcibable ] i've got a plan...i'm gonna have a good time. every since i try, try not to find every little meaning in my life it's been fine a bit cool... update more later... 5 comments|post comment

poor me lol. [06 Jan 2005|11:57am] [ mood | crappy ] not good...i'm home sick...not cool...so lame. i really don't feel good....and i have to have to have to go to rewind tonight, let's just hope and pray i will be able to! My grandma is bringing me chicken noodle soup lol. how cute! i feel loved lol...mean while i've been in my bed sipping on chai tea, no better cure. Now if i could only have You've got mail!(hint hint birthday!!cough cough) Well that's all for now i gues?! 11 comments|post comment

it's time to let go....2005 New Beginnings [05 Jan 2005|09:50pm] [ mood | drained ] just when i think i've come to a good place...a safe place, protected from all that has question and confusion and hurt...i cant help. and it would be wrong to ignore it. but it's better this way...because i can't hide, i can't run away. i have to deal and be strong and confident in who i am and what i believe and understand and trust. it's not easy but i know there's a great purpose. i brought this on myself...and i'm beginning to see the reason...but you know when you do something for a certain cause in your mind and God just gives you this peace. and then it's completely turned around and you still have peace in the midst of this storm created by the direction of a new cause you didn't see it would go. I'm sorry i was just rambling and probably didn't make any sense. ignore it. it's just a post for me to vent and have a place to return to in the future. forgive me! This year is gonna be amazing. I'm so excited to grow and learn and struggle and stand strong! I dunno...rewind was good tonight. My eyes are being open as my heart is being restored. God is good. "The simplest of love songs. I want to bring to you. So i'll let my words be few. Jesus I am so in love with you." Now for a daily update on my life. -mom is gone..i miss her she is cutting a worship cd with devin webb in springfeild I'M SO PROUD! -dad and sister are sick. not cool...i hope i will stay healthy! -school is hectic...midterms! ahh.... lol -my birthday is in 10 days!!! and I HAVE A BIRTHDAY PARTY IDEA AND PLAN!!!! WHOOO HOOOO...yay EVERYONE URGENT!!!!! Keep Sunday night the 16th of January open....8:00...it's a surprise for now!   Well goodnight....sweet dreams to all. 5 comments|post comment

Bachelor JonJohan no more.... [04 Jan 2005|10:09pm] [ mood | refreshed ] so tonight i went to coldstones with jon johanson for the last time before he gets married?!?! yaaayyyy....sunday is the day. it was fun, he always gives me best advice! my big brother...favorite quote of the night "I'm gonna keep a shotgun in the back of my car" lol....dont worry i have to go just wanted to type a little something....i had so much to write in this stupid thing all day and now i'm just too tired...tomorrow is another day! sweet dreams my dears! post comment

[03 Jan 2005|06:35pm] [ mood | numb ] [ music | ben kweller ] ok everyone...before i bore you with the contents of my life as of today....make sure to comment your new years resolution!!! i have 4! ha. last night was...i watched orange county with my sister...that is too funny! and i made pancakes! yes pancakes at night. pancakes are soooo good when you don't eat them at breakfast it makes it all the more fun! got into my bed at 9:15 i was so tired...but couldn't sleep till 1 i was so tired waking up at 6 this morning. so this week is exam review...ugh. well my birthday is in 12 days! i'm excited. sad thing...i have no plans so if someone wants to make me real happy give me a jingle and we'll hang! (kristian is my salvation. ;) thanks!) 12 comments|post comment

new year pics! [02 Jan 2005|05:12pm]   check the photobucket 8 comments|post comment

i'm learning to wallow... [02 Jan 2005|03:17pm] [ mood | crushed ] church was good this morning...and family lunch was fun. bruce i've missed you! we need to have one of our life talks!!!! i'm watching gilmore girls...a cure for any bad feeling in your body...answers to any questions. lol. school is tomorrow, oh how i dread. 2 comments|post comment

record! 3 entries in one day. [02 Jan 2005|01:21am] i just have to say that tommy boy is the funniest movie ever and i had a great time a pjon's house with vic and erk! oh how i missed you soo. and beth and melissa....it was a fun day all in all. so tired and church tomorrow sweet dreams my loves. post comment

[02 Jan 2005|01:19am] [ mood | sad ] i hurt. 2 comments|post comment

new year. 2005 [01 Jan 2005|07:29pm] [ mood | cozy ] wow this year has gone by fast...i have some awesome memories my new years ever was cool...midnight 05 at clc was pretty sweet lol. and the after party at my house was....intresting to say the least. from dying hair to ping pong fun stuff thanks guys! today was so relazing. i enjoyed myself! lunch with my closest friends at TGIF! run to the beach christmas cleaning of course (our tree is gone!) and my favorite part of this day is what i'm doing at this very moment. YOU'VE GOT MAIL! this movie always makes me melt and feel so soothed. i'm so happy! and it reminds me of my favorite people. meg ryan is so cute and the character in this movie reminds me so much of myself. he. anyway...i'm in a good mood but at the same time have this emptiness which is weird i mean last night during the count down i had this strange loneliness while i was surrounded by almost everyone i love...taking memorable pictures being crazy. ::shurgs:: i dont feel sad or bad....just weirdness. i feel like talking to someone who could tell me why i feel this way. SORRY FOR BEING SOO OPEN on an LJ post. not normal or good...but ya... sweet dreams all and let's make this year a good one! 6 comments|post comment

Vaca... [27 Dec 2004|08:31am] I'm in D.C. I'm having an amazing time....don't have time to update a lot. just wanted to say hey! I miss everyone a lot. P.S.What are you doing for New Years Eve?...I'm going to church(don't worry CLC members!)....After party and Diandra's Anyone invited! 3 comments|post comment

happy birthday jesus! [25 Dec 2004|10:34am] [ mood | grateful ] [ music | john mayer (ON MY iPOD!!) ] oh man what a good christmas! I really didn't expect a lot this year. it was weird i didn't ask for anything and wow.... I GOT AN iPOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhh did NOT expect that at all. last night was funny all my relatives came over in their little Indian costumes(were missionaries). and here i am wearing jeans, didn't even think twice about the rest of my family till my uncle george let me drive his Infiniti over to publix to get eggs...and people were a little confused lol it was soo funny. anyway my sister got me a john mayer cd YAY! love him and also an amazing belt from my favorite store. while my parents get me this amazing iPod and desinger clothes from italy lol. my parents have to be the coolest people ever. grandparents with the of course single clothing that you prolly won't wear unless your at a family reunion...but then redeem themselves with a card full of love and money. my mom got me a gift certificate to sephora and costers that match my room! george and tammy got me this amazing dress that i absolutely love!! anyway's the list goes on...... but! my mom GOT A CAR!!!!!!!!! it's sooooo nice. besides all that i love my family...and i'm very grateful for every blessings poured upon my life this year!....Happy Birthday JESUS! 5 comments|post comment

Christmas Eve! [24 Dec 2004|03:44pm] [ mood | cozzy/warm ] so it's a holiday tradition in my family to open every present today and stokings tomorrow morning. i woke up sooo sick today not even cool. i've never felt this bad, ever! i'm goin to D.C. the day after christmas, but thank God i'll be back for new years eve! yay. i got the best gift in the mail! from mr. jon swindal. awww....it made me cry. i'll love you forever!!! you're awesome! well i wish you all a very merry christmas.... 10 comments|post comment

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